surviving alone... that's not natural!!!

i've always been one who tries to solve the problem... from mathematical problems to emotional ones... it doesn't matter... if its broken, i'll try to fix it. i often thought of this trait as a strength of mine, but recently i've discovered it is more of a weakness. maybe its not so much the "problem solver" and it is the "loner problem solver." for some unexplained reason i don't tend to ask for help very often... i suppose since there are some who ask for my help that i can't let them see when i, myself, am in need of some tlc.

recently, the idea of coping alone seemed the only option... well i was way wrong... i just didn't realize it until i was overthrown! sometimes it just takes someone to slap you in the face and tell you "there's no way you're handling this alone... its no longer an option!"

so... thank you to all of you who force your help on me!!!!